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Thursday, July 12, 2012
Last blogged @ 1:48 AM Hahaha, seriously after all that Ive done, I dont get a single credit, fine. I dont get appreciated for meeting your deadlines, fine. Im expected to clear after what's supposed to be your duty, even if I dont even know how to do it, I still completed it, fine. I get fucking CONDEMNED for one mistake, and it was when I just started off, with minimum guidance? NOT FUCKING FINE. What to do, I was only a fresh nursing grad to start off with. The answers and explanations I needed, I googled for it, as you were never there for me, because you're on halfday, everyday, despite knowing the fact that the workload on your table is getting higher by the day. Staffs productivity decrease, why? Simply because they know, no one is watching them, so everyone slacken when you're gone. Frankly, I slacken off too when you go off. Because most of the time, Im lost, stuck, and oblivious of what to do next. Im completely clueless on what those numbers and alphabets mean. You told me not to over-give salary advancements, now tell me, when did I ever do that? You told me to read thru mom guidelines re: leaves, mcs, salary calculations, dos and donts, i think i can literally give you a direct answer now, because it's already all in my head. I was never seated down and explained on other 'tiny' stuffs that actually plays a big role at the end of the day. I figured out accounts codes that, I swear, I've no idea what they meant, but still at the end of the day, I managed to decode them after 3 months. It's fine if you judge me when you've given it your best to guide me, and I still make such a careless oversight. Im apologetic for this mistake Ive caused. But the way you heartlessly pushed the blame to me, dont you think you have a fair share to for this shit that happened? Considering it was your responsibility to approve, authorize and to provide your signature? Im clearly disappointed of what you speak of me to my own sister. Knowing the fact of the bond that me and her shares, you still did it. Thankfully now that the new assistant is much more capable than me makes me feel greatful. Because I know everything is catching up. Lesser back lots, you hardly see any staffs slacking at all. That'll be of much help to the company. Once I hand over what Im supposed to, Im leaving the accounts department and maybe help out for a week or two with the control side. Really, youre a great person, I really like you alot. But the way you do things and expect things to turn out, ...society doesnt work that way. Leaving for nursing soon. Gonna be an operating theater nurse at Singapore National Eye Centre after I've gone for my vacation. I cant wait, this is a leap off of my life :)
Monday, June 4, 2012
Last blogged @ 6:11 PM Heyyyyy.
Im back. Twitter seems overcrowded. Plus, few thoughts I didnt wanna put it high up there.
People would start asking why and how come you this and that.
Life had been on the tough side for me.
Too many downs.
Thankful for friends for being there whenever I feel so.
(Even to the people whom I thought would least care.)
Havent been in the lead of my emotions lately.
I get over upset over small issues, I get cranky, paranoid.
I guess it's all because of my diet pill, D, that I started taking,
like a few days ago. Really, the side effects, hit me kinda bad.
Insomnia, lightheadness, giddiness, nausea and vomitting.
So all for,
ENDURANCE!
I can't give up cos of these side effects, I MUST do it!
Elena's birthday party at MBS on saturday, I totally can't wait!
I seldom drink anymore, cos basically, I feel repulsive after drinking it.
I get bad hangovers easily, I get over-high easily.
So I kinda have a tiny phobia for it, and refrain from going near it.
But then again, how's a weekend gonna start without a party?
;););)
Hehehehehe.
Work's overrated; Everyday you just work and work till you get all tired up, you just can't wait to go home straight and crash. Completely no time to think about going out and enjoy whatsoever. This pretty sucks. I still feel too young to be in the working society. Imagine, no more school holidays, no more public holidays, bills, responsibilities. WOAHHHHH. Kay I feel better after puking out a whole lot of stuff here. Still considering whether or not to work as a nurse. Gahhhh, I have no time to even go for the interview. Fugggshit.
Monday, May 7, 2012
Last blogged @ 10:54 PM Lol. Ive never felt so bad in my life.
I can just die, it's alright.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:03 AM I've decided to leave you for Twitter. Twitter nick - iGrumpyGirl follow! :D Till then :)
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Last blogged @ 8:50 PM Other. Last blogged @ 4:13 PM Ask me anything http://formspring.me/rebelbxoxo
Last blogged @ 4:12 PM peas and cucumbers. Last blogged @ 3:49 PM  Genting post up soon :*
Thursday, September 1, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:19 AM Extremely cranky, not a clue why.
Maybe d/t lack of sleep, or somethin. Just feel like sleeping till the end of this week, and opppps, Comex is over, oppps, my pay is in.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:22 PM  xxx      Eighteen Chefs' takeaway for 'break fast'. Cos the malays can't eat right. End of PRCP attachment :D:D:D:D:D Last blogged @ 1:17 AM my monkeys sleeping in my room tonight!
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Sunday, August 21, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:51 PM 
Last blogged @ 9:36 PM last week of my prcp posting. life's good. im passing out from my diploma in another week. Of course, i'll miss the staffs there and I am utmost thankful for their patience and guidance towards teaching me. I still have no idea where I wanna go after getting my diploma, but I guess, I'll just gain a year of ward experience first, or maybe I should just go to OT. Im interested in working in the operating theaters. Just that, I dont really wanna be screamed at some nasty surgeons or nurses or anesthetists. And Im afraid of not being able to handle the number of equipments I am supposed to remember. Oh well, okay, will take it one step at a time. I know I should have an aim, but I am not extremely sure of the decisions that I am able to make and whats the pay difference etc. It hits me kinda hard when to think about it, I'm about to embark into the world of adulthood. No more pocket money, no more parent's approval and everything else. It's a leap. A big leap in my life. I just hope everything goes well, signing off, Adult. :D
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:49 PM  MBS xx
Im going thru extreme good hair day today. So after my night shift, I took a bus home, from interchange okay. I dont even bear to wash my hair. HAHAHAHA. NIGHT SHIFT Yesterday was my second night shift in the ward. This time me and Zaf took 6 patients each.
Encounter 1 At about 3:04am, we heard someone yelling. We saw the cleaner at the back of the ward therefore we asked her if she heard it, but she denied hearing it. Zaf and I held hands and ran to the nurse's counter.
Encounter 2 Someone pressed on the bell outside our ward for entry. When Zaf pressed it open, no one came in. Therefore she went to check, and realised there was nobody outside. Encounter 3 Baby crying, when my ward is a pure female, ortho surgical ward. It was about 4:30am. Freaked out max. Im on MC today <:
Monday, August 1, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:28 AM     imagine me in short hair -_-  i likeey this picture <: HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOHOHOHOHOOOOOOH! one more month before i finish my prcp attachment. im still deciding among the choices i have for being a nurse. :O oh well :@ bye my pweeeetty people!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:00 PM  S. 
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:22 AM today, i answered the callbell that was ringing for a moment. i answered it and to my surprise, the patient looked extremely familiar. at a closer look, i knew she was a senior in my secondary school, just a year senior. she was a prefect, in a top class, everything a parent want from a child. i got curious, so i went to look at her diagnosis. too my horror, it was panadol overdose. she was on suicidal precaution. and what's worse, she was four month pregnant. i wont disclose her identity, no doubt, just that it really shocked me. imagine how her parents reacted. but then, there mustve been a pretty tough decision there to be made. anyone wouldve been caught in a dilemma. to keep, or not to, a fatal decision. my moral of the story, always use protection. 1 odd dollar can save you from making such a vital decision. her decision was pristine, i really admire her determination and sense of responsibility.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Last blogged @ 3:05 AM  hi. watched too many youtube tuts today. decided to modify one of them. so went out with it since it was done, pretty nicely. :) i never thought there would be a difference when using normal nail polishes from the face shop/etude house compared to the more expensive, OPI/Orly etc. The first OPI i got interested to buy was from the Katy Perry series, the famous black shatter. the awesome effect that is brought out is indescribable. the feeling of applying on OPI is really different as compared to the normal nail polishes. OPI has the wide brush effect for easy and smooth application. this matters alot to me as im a really careless and clumsy person. Applying nail polishes DIY = clumps and lumps and unevenly coloured nails. :( But after getting the OPI ones, my nails look good and constantly gains compliments. (even when im at work! ^^) i got my OPI nail polishes from Shanny as she happens to know the supplier. so you don't have to wait and wait to get your nail polishes. anyway, she doesn't really earn much for doing these, just that she consistently have to buy it for me or her classmates or friends. therefore, it's 'along-the-way'! HAHAHAHAHA. Click Here! to view the range that is offered on her website! And also, visit the official website if there isn't much colours you're interested in, as Shanny's supplier is like 'wikipedia', he's got EVERYTHING. LOL. im gonna indulge in my hugeeeee packet of reese now. Cyaaaaa x. Play the video on the black shatter effect! | v     x. |
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